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What's Your Phobia? FIGURED OUT WHAT THE NAME OF MY PHOBIA IS! ITS agyrophobia.
[Krystile]
2008-07-08 19:46:34

How Do YOU Unlock Your Door? this guy...were we at borders with him??

HAAHAHAHAHAHA THAT JOKE NEVER GETS OLD
omg she was flirting with him!?! AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA OMMGG
thats soo funny, im sorry, but it is...

and if i think i know who this guy is that you feel bad for saying that too, he'll get over it. Seriously, boys get sick of chasing after awhile, and since your not easy, he'll give up. :)


and you better not be lying when you say IM sexy...lolol just kidding!
XD

♥ ya
Allison

[secretdevotion35]
2008-07-07 16:17:15

How Do YOU Unlock Your Door? Lmao good answer. The 1 joke an entry thing is a pretty good idea actually. I might steal it off ya :D.

And poor guy! lol. Bless him. I think hell be okay though, dont stress over it.

Oh and yes. Yes I really do suck that much.[alphy]
2008-07-07 05:36:04

Birthday Pictures! howd i miss this entry?!

lmao...

red is my fav color!! what a great reaso to buy u a red sox jersey!! hehehehe

[secretdevotion35]
2008-07-06 16:55:15

All Over The Place HAHAHAHAHAHAHA OKAYYY
the last joke you wrote to me was the best


i lick it. XD



no, ill help you write it...but just give me a couple days okaayy?! jeeshh!


lolol kayla is very nice...it comes with the name i think

and yeaaaa thats what its supposed to be like. (nose piercing)

[secretdevotion35]
2008-07-06 13:40:17

All Over The Place I doubt your writing needs as much work as mine does. For an english language student I have abismal writing skills. You really should count yourself lucky. Your writing DOESNT suck.

Thankfully the pizza was both non-poisonous and delicious. Really sorry about the broccoli dewd lol. I hope that you get something better tonight :P. I send you my best pizza. Obviously not an actual pizza but you know what I mean.[alphy]
2008-07-06 05:58:18

All Over The Place Right. So I'm commenting on my own entry. How... pathetic. I didn't want to write a new entry because I decided to make this short so I was like, whatever, imma comment.

So here I am.
4th of July sucked balls. Okay, I guess it wasn't that bad. Just the worst fourth of july I've had in my entire memory. We did nothing. Not that I really minded... I dunno. I'm being so contradictory. I'm starting to confuse myself.

We made a cheesecake! It was delish. But then I got a stomach ache and was cranky for the rest of the day =( poop on a stick.

Okay, so I know I say this every entry. But MY GOD I WANNA GO HOME! I am so desperate to leave this place. Its... horrible!!!!!!!!! I really really can't take it. I only wish superheroes really existed so one of them could come and rescue me and my baby sister. My mom is so annoying... I don't think I will be able to live through another week with her. I guess I'll just have to suck it up. Oooh but my brother might come and visit. I'll have to pray to God that it happens. I'll cry if it doesn't. In fact, I think I'm just gonna go have a good cry right now. My goodness, my emotions are everywhere, aren't they? Just another side affect of being bipolar I guess. Oh so I found out my mom absolutely hates it when I mention that I have OCD or that I'm bipolar. She like freaks out and seriously looks like she's ready to stab me with a metal spoon or something.

Okay this is getting to long.

I love you guys. Even though I feel I'm in too much pain to love anything at the moment xP

Forever, Always
Khyla Rose

[Krystile]
2008-07-05 03:41:09

All Over The Place well i WOULD write my part, if the dang thing made any sense to me...but that might just be me. XD


ohh i know!!! She gave me a C- on our storytelling presentation that i did dang good on, because my prop was one of the shoes i was wearing and a wand i made out of paper. but seriously...a c-?! what the hell?! i hated that lady so effing much. and remember when she tried to claim you had an eating disorder?! jesus christ!!


I miss you too!!!! ommggg...you seriously need to come over and sleep over when you come home. we still havent done that. and its gonna have to be asap because i start band camp in august.

I love your hair too!!! its SO gorgeous. I might need to redye mine soon, its been almost two months and its a lot brighter than it was when i originally died it. And I talked to my dad about piercing my nose. He wants to look into it, and see if all the stuff i said was right, like if it will close up or scar badly etc. then he wants to look and see which tattoo parlor would be best to go to to get it done. but im HOPING that he gives me an answer soon!!! Im so excited!!!!


anyways, sis is waiting to use the puter. Ill talk to you later hun!! luv ya. keep texting me!!

-Allison


[secretdevotion35]
2008-07-04 10:24:47

Revenge Part 5 READ PLEASE Amazing. Your pretty talented. My ego retreats further into the caverns of my brain out of shame. This really blows anything I've written out of the water.

And you say I'm lucky? More often than not my parents have eaten my dinner before I get home, leaving me to eat nothing for the entire day. Isnt that lovely :P.

Anytime that happens I just imagine eating. Try it lol.[alphy]
2008-07-03 12:43:26

Revenge Part 5 READ PLEASE Okay, well I when She shoots him in the leg, I mean, I kind of agree with you, like why would that make him talk? I would go back and revise it, and make it so shes threatening him more, like if you dont talk im going to shoot you in the leg, like more of a torture for info thing. Because that part was unclear to me...then again, im really out of it today. So I would go back and try to make it as clear to you as possible


I miss you too!! i am sooo effing bored. it rained all sat. so we had to leave six flags early. It was crazyyy. But i had fun. Cept for the fact that before i came on sat. Alyssa called me going, bring ur swim suit cuz were goin swimming with will on monday. And i was like...uhhmm no swim suit and i have my period. and shes like...ohh okay, well just put ur feet in. and i was like...uhhmmm okay? It ended up really sucking because its really not fun to sit with your feet in a pool. but we went dt after awhile so I guess it was better.

And seriously hun, if you need to call me, just to vent or anything, call me. Or text me and I'll call you cuz my house phone is free long distance.

Is there any way you can tell your mom you want to come home? Idk, maybe just be like, being here with Tim, is making me uncomfortable, love you mom, but I cant take this...and then maybe idkk go home early?? I mean, maybe you could stay here a couple days. idk... but i mean, it COULD work, i dont know how your mom would take it but I mean she cant hold you hostage there.

Im so sorry hun. Im one phone call away!!

[secretdevotion35]
2008-07-01 15:45:57

What's Your Phobia? Belonephobia. I f***ing hate needles. I was getting a blood test just this year, and in my idiocy I didn't know that it would involve a needle...It took the nurse ten minutes and a very comfy chair to calm me down.

I think the real reason that humans fear so much is that we've been on top for so long. We're not used to fighting face to face with nature anymore. We've built bubbles of relative safety in towns and cities. The moment we come into contact with something out of our mundane boring routine we become less curious, more worried that we should be.

Nice buy with the PS3 btw. Muchly jealous. To tell you the truth I was never much good with games, bar strategy games, but aslong as you enjoy it it doesnt matter too much.

Have fun with your gaming.[alphy]
2008-06-28 06:41:11

What's Your Phobia? NO YOU CANT DO THAT TO ME!!!

GRAHH IM GONNA READ IT!!!!!!

POOP FACE
 lololol


and i wasnt trying to act black
XD

[secretdevotion35]
2008-06-28 00:02:24

What's Your Phobia? haha, i really don't get what you're saying really with the first part. But I mean the whole crossing streets thing? I actually think that has a deep psycological meaning behind it . Like for instance, you stop in the middle of the street, fall, take a wrong turn, drop something, mess up in any way while crossing the street, your consequence will happen quickly...right? Like you drop something or trip and boom, theres a car and it hits you. I think that maybe it relates to life in a way...you know? Like you are SO afraid of messing up or "falling down" that you think the consequences will be fatal...or almost. Like maybe you feel that people expect too much of you, so you feel like you are constantly under a microscope. but then again, i might be reading into this too much, and also sounding like a complete idiot at the same time.

btw-i have arachnopobia. hehe. I have no idea why, I see a spider, I run, i scream...i even cry sometimes. And sure it doesn't make sense, but I mean were human! We're bound to be illogical at times. Plus, I think with that, its all in your head.

"to  a lot of my friends, the one thing that set me apart was that I didnt give a damn what others thought of me."
girllll
youre not foolin anybody
well....at least not me.

But seriously, who DOESNT think about what other people will think of them!?  Again, were human,  its okay to have flaws. Everyone has them.  The fact that you think about what other people will think, yet it doesnt alter your decision (well all that much) sets you apart from the crowd. And honestly, you're living life for yourself, no one else.



dude, if you cant think of what to write pass it. Thats the whole point of popcorn writing.  And you don't HAVE to write several pages. Write however much you want, pass, then I'll write some...etc.

And its okay...I mean, I really don't want you to read what I write, really, but I mean, its okay...i understand that you were just pissy that day...etc.

Just to warn you, I really suck at word choice, so you can go fix that or I can go fix that...whateverrr.

Lol love ya hun. but I was kinda lonely in the sense that I want attention from a guy... and I mean, unless you want to tell me something...
hahahahaha





[secretdevotion35]
2008-06-27 20:46:33

Revenge Part 4 and Cali update fine but when you hate it/it sucks dont yell at me



XD

[secretdevotion35]
2008-06-26 10:58:44

Revenge Part 4 and Cali update hahaha youre a dork
and yes popcorn WRITING is what i meant. sorry

XD


but i mean, idk. it'll sound like a kindergartener wrote it.
i totally would LOVE to write my own stuff, but im not good with detail and i dont have good word choice.
i do not have an extensive vocabulary.  so, yea. not a good idea.

XD

[secretdevotion35]
2008-06-25 17:15:58

Revenge Part 4 and Cali update Alphy, hence the name of my diary, is about six years old now. I also have the suspicion that hes gay. He hangs around with way to many boy cats.

Tell your mum to start making you PROPER food, or you'll become a buddhist. It worked for my friend, only now she really is a buddhist.

How can you not like dreaming? Its the only place I can do anything I like without getting a minimum sentence of 10 years.

Nice peice btw. Like it muchly. I was thinking of chucking some old highschool coursework on here, see what people think. Maybe give someone something to laugh at.

Anyways, have fun visiting your mum. Say hi to her from me :][alphy]
2008-06-25 09:47:31

Revenge Part 4 and Cali update heyy.
if you want my help on the story then i can help...you had told me you wanted me to help you so...
i mean i can help, just not in the way i think youre thinking. I can help put forth ideas, though im sure you might not like them. I cant really help with the writing. I'd suggest popcorn reading...but putting great writing with meteocre doesnt turn out so well.

hahaha.
ill finish my entry soon XD

[secretdevotion35]
2008-06-24 16:54:38

Creepy much! and xtra Cali update well thats good that you can connect with your mom like that!!! Maybe she'll really take what you said to heart and try to do whats best for YOU guys. She's always been there for you, well as far as i have seen... sometimes shes there....tooo much. ahahaha.
but I'm glad t hat she realizes these things instead of ignoring the obvious. Its healthy to spend those kinds of moments with your family. Im so glad you got to share that with her.


and i know right?! i really hope my mom lets me do it... XD

[secretdevotion35]
2008-06-24 13:47:10

Creepy much! and xtra Cali update personality thing-woaahhh man!!! that is weird.
and seriously, you HAVE to breathe out of your ears. you can seriously talk at speeds that are impossible for any other human being. XD ahahahaha.

was your mom pissed with what you said? my mom wouldve been. ahahaha.
but i honestly don't get what you guys talked about. what did she say? why were they crying??

idkkk.


6 more weeks and you'll be home. just be happy you only have to deal with it for 8 weeks out of the year.
ahahahha

ohhhhh im so excited!!! my mom said that i MIGHT be able to get my nose peirced. XD
lol but thats besides the point

the point is I LOVE YOU AND DONT YOU  FORGET IT! ahahahah



[secretdevotion35]
2008-06-23 22:47:59

Revenge Part 3 and Cali update revenge-
that sounds really good!!! ahhh im so jealousss
XD


okay yea, i would be pissed about your mom too if i were you. But maybe she didnt hear her phone ring until khyliah called? trains can get pretty noisy and maybe she has a louder ringtone set for khyliah? i dont know.

So basically your mom and Tim are-friends with benefits? yea that would bother me too. I'm sorry but i find that a little wrong to not have seen your kids and right when you see them youre yelling and all over your friend...or really really really friendly roomate. Youre mom is a great mom to you guys and she cares so much, but i find it a little odd how she can be like, "don't do this." and do exactly what she doesnt want you to do.

correct me if I'm wrong, but if I were in your place I would be offended. And i mean no disrespect to your mom.

YOUR SISTER GOT A VOYAGER?! WHAT?! duuuddeee. id like bribe my sister to trade. hahaha. or actually, dont let her use ur PS3. maybe she'll want it so much she'll trade.

what id do with your money is buy one game you REALLY want, so you have something to play. hahaha. but, save the rest of your money for a better phone, so then you get the satisfaction of knowing that YOU bought it, and also the satisfaction of knowing that you have a PS3 and a good phone while your sister only has a voyager...hahahahahaha. XD



seriously, if you need anyone to talk to im a text away. or i mean idk if you get long distance or not but my home phone get long distance for free so if you want to talk to me in person just text me and I'll call you. No matter what time it is. (but i mean if you just want to talk please consider what time it is...HERE. hahahahaha. I miss you, chica. Everyday. I miss seeing you, and seriously, i feel badly because when I lived near you i couldve rode my bike to your house. It wouldnt of taken me very long. maybe a half hour tops. ;( butttt I hope to see you veryyyy soon!!!



[secretdevotion35]
2008-06-23 09:56:23

My God, this is pathetic you havent been here in forever!!!!!!!!!!!!
grachacha get on!!!!!!!

[secretdevotion35]
2008-06-21 22:59:28

My God, this is pathetic wait, what?????? im so confuseddd
[secretdevotion35]
2008-06-17 14:26:53

My God, this is pathetic

Your not pathetic in the slightest. Things get like that with me and my brother some times. Its probably useless advice, but all I do with my brother is refuse to recognise him for a while. Eventually he'll shut up and start acting more normal, albeit very abnormal.

It might not work in your case, and you've probably already tried it, but just ignore her. And haha I think you seemed to have cheered up by the end of the entry anyway.

Thanks for the comment. The fish was awesome.

[alphy]
2008-06-15 06:34:35

My God, this is pathetic comment from my entry-

your a dork. I love you lololol

and i want my house!! lololololololooolololol

[secretdevotion35]
2008-06-13 19:01:52

My God, this is pathetic okay no, you are NOT pathetic, and you are NOT disgusting. your sister was just trying to make herself feel better and put you down because you shot her down.

this is not selfish. its very much needed. (yes, that prolly doesnt make sense...lol!) i love you. and thts all that matters.

allison is nice
people are mean
but allison is nice
the end

XD


lol just kidding...but I LOVE YOU! and know that this will all blow over. its all stupid things and they dont really matter anyways. XD


peace,love
Allison

[secretdevotion35]
2008-06-11 18:00:27

Birthday Pictures!
Let's go! Red Sox!
[angelwithdevil]
2008-06-09 22:42:59

Wish Me A Happy BDay? Updated w/ pics aww!! your pictures are very cute!!

and dont worry about it hun! XD i guess ill forgive you this time...lol jk

yeaa tell me all about it later kk? luv ya lots sweetie. XD
peace

[secretdevotion35]
2008-06-09 22:15:52

Wish Me A Happy BDay? Updated w/ pics HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!![clearlycrzy] 2008-06-09 17:37:50

Wish Me A Happy BDay? Updated w/ pics Happy bday! It's 5:37 now, but I'm not doing the math to find out how much longer you have. Hope it's fun.

Casey[PieTheUnderlord]
2008-06-09 16:29:08

Wish Me A Happy BDay? Updated w/ pics and ohh yea. i also feel really bad about your plans with eshan! I'm soo sorry! I'd tell you to come sleep over here...lol but its prolly too late. :(

i hope you have a great birthday otherwise. im gonna call you...now. XD okay peace

[secretdevotion35]
2008-06-09 15:17:55

Wish Me A Happy BDay? Updated w/ pics

i really appreciate your input on my diary...i know it's true, but getting older scares me because i am afraid to die i guess.

happy b-day by the way :)

[InMyHead19]
2008-06-09 12:21:01

Wish Me A Happy BDay? Updated w/ pics hahaha btw-HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SUCK THE JUICE OUT OF THE BALLS OF LIFE!
XD

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i love you


HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[secretdevotion35]
2008-06-09 06:29:18

Wish Me A Happy BDay? Updated w/ pics heya hun!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! and i was gonna say that anyways-without reading this article. you are officially older than me. XD

that entry was so cute. Its nice to look back on our families and see the positives in them and what they bring out in us. i always envied how close your familiy is! hahaha

in response to your comment(s) on my entry- I tried to imply that you taught me more silly willy!! lol. i only named one. jeeeshhh!! XD
What did you say in the other article on that girl's page?

[secretdevotion35]
2008-06-09 06:25:33

The Perfect Man

Well my sparrow legs have ruined my chances lol theres a lid for every jar in the world am sire he is out there sometimes looking to hard is the problem. TTFN

[ohdearohdear]
2008-06-08 19:48:32

The Perfect Man i helped write this!!! yayy!!!!!!!!!!!!

 i forgot if youve included this and im too lazy to read, but i want someone who will pamper me, lmaoo!
not always pamper me, but will take care of me ya know?  teehheee.

[secretdevotion35]
2008-06-08 15:44:46

The Perfect Man Too bad. I doubt this type of woman exists aswell.[Scream] 2008-06-08 04:09:07

Revenge Part 2 READ PLEASE I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[secretdevotion35]
2008-06-07 20:10:53

Useless
Ok I have a bone to pick with you missy. XD lol Im just kidding. But i definetly do have something to say.

Firstly, you were right when you said that sometimes good words don't always fix things. Nothing you can give, can "fix" someone's problem. It most certainly can help, Sometimes people just need a shoulder to get them through the rough time. We all go through rough patches in our lives and its better to go through it with someone to cry with than to go through it alone, right?

Secondly,  IT DOES help you being there. It gies people a sense of not being alone. and when they talk to someone who is strong enough to get through anything thrown at them, they feel like they arent alone. They have a chance. Do you get what I'm saying?

Thridly, don't say that getting through your problems and staying happy is a problem. (lol demand!!) because that means that you are a strond individual and even though things arent going your way, you still find the light.

I admire that in you.


anywho. you want me to watch this movie now so id say more but yea. i hope i havent burdented you in any way. luv ya lots.

-Allison XD
[secretdevotion35]
2008-06-07 19:54:01

Revenge Part 2 READ PLEASE haha thanks for the comment. haha. i don't really get your revenge part two cause i didn't read your part one haha. [itsxheather] 2008-06-07 16:11:54

Revenge READ ME I think it's real cool.  Makes me wonder what's going to happen.
~Kate[MiniSemiSweet]
2008-06-05 19:50:52

Revenge READ ME I like it. Very descriptive, very emotional. You create an aura with the way you write. I thought it was good.

-Tasja's Eli
[EliW]
2008-06-05 17:40:24

Humm....

Ok, sorry, not commenting on the enrty, but commenting back.

I am not pissed at you for giving your opinion. I don't honestly have a reason to be, in fact, I am more happy then I am upset that you are giving me an opinion, and an idea, something to look at trying. So, thank you.

[kitkatzacutie]
2008-06-05 01:47:33

Pathetic

Wow, just the way you wrote this entry is pretty good. I think it would be cool to read a short story of yours, I love writing so good writers are my inspiration. Thanks for the kudos, I read the whole thing. I never think about what I thought about when I was nine. I did always want to be older though and now that I am almost 14 it's like wow that went by to fast. I understand what you mean. And I don't think it's embarrassing that you want to keep writing. It may be because your bored, but wiritng your innermost thoughts is inspiring to others, and helps you let out your feelings. From one writer to another, I know how you feel when you say people can critisize your work. I finally start letting my friends read what I write and to my suprise they love it. So it could be the same for you. Never know.

With Love, Katie. :]

[kitkatzacutie]
2008-06-05 01:21:10


 
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